Could it be?

What is this odd feeling coming over me lately? It couldn't be...no, surely not...there's just no way that it's productivity!?

I was so rundown last year, between the two jobs and the five classes and the service fraternity and the feeble attempt to still have a social life, that I reverted to MSM: Major Slacker Mode. I totally forgot, until very recently, the rush I get from actually accomplishing something. Even small things — returning an email, using my thirty minutes between classes to work on my design, or (get this) actually reading those textbooks I spend hundreds of dollars on.

I don't want to get too ahead of myself here. It's only the fourth week, after all. But perhaps (dare I say it?) senior year might not swallow me up whole after all? I can only hope.